"I Lost My Child Today"  / Laur Times (Brandon's Mom )

I Lost My Child Today

I lost my child today.
People came to weep and cry
As I just sat and stared dry eyed.
They struggled to find words to say
To try and make the pain go away
I walked the floor in disbelief
I lost my child today.

I lost my child last month.
Most of the people went away
Some still call and some still stay.
I wait to wake up from this dream.
This can't be real. I want to scream.
Yet everything is locked inside
God help me I want to die.
I lost my child last month.

I lost my child last year.
Now people who had came have gone.
I sit and struggle all day long
To bear the pain so deep inside.
And now my friends just question Why?
Why does this mother not move on?
Just sits and sings the same old song.
Good heavens it has been so long.
I lost my child last year.

Time has not moved on for me.
The numbness it has disappeared.
My eyes have now cried many tears.
I see the look upon your face
"She must move on and leave this place."
Yet I am trapped right here in time.
The songs the same as is the rhyme
I lost my child.......Today.

Netta Wilson ~ ~ 1996

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Sending you my love  / Laura Times (Mom)

My Dear Brandon,

It doesn't get any easier as time passes to come to your site.  The pain of not having you hear with us pierces right through my heart. There's not a day that I don't try to imagine how different life would be if you were still here with us.  We all miss you so much. Your brothers speak of you often. In everything I do, I look for signs that you are somewhere near.  Please give Grandpa and all the others that live with you in heaven a big hug from me. I look forward to the day when we are all reunited at our Blue Bayou.  I love you baby...Mom

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How Deeply You're Connected to My Soul  / Laura Times (Brandon's Mom )

 

My Dear Brandon,

I love you so much. How I wish you were here with us. It's hard to believe that you are now 12. I sit and imagine how you would look and what things you would be into. How unfair that our lives together were cut so short. I dream of the day when we will all be together soon.  Give grandpa a kiss for me.  Love you, Mom

"How could anyone ever tell you you were anything less than beautiful… how could anyone ever tell you you were less than whole… how could anyone fail to notice that your loving is a miracle… how deeply you're connected to my soul…"

Libby Roderick

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Thinking of you..  / Teresa Holbrook (friend)
Brandon I was thinking of you today. Jacob went to see Dr. Kronish for the last time for a checkup, before Dr Kronish moves to Boston.  I know as a mom some of what your family has been through. We honor you on your birthday and have sweet memories of you. I pray that your family knows that you are with God and you are smiling down on them. Happy Birthday! Close

Thinking of you, Laura  / Susan Sadler (Day-By-Day)
Wow, what a beautiful, amazing boy Brandon was (or is, as I believe he exists whole and happy, waiting for you in heaven). Sometimes in my grief over my son Zach, I forget that others are suffering as I am, that anyone could have loved their son as much as I love Zach. Clearly, you love Brandon that way. I wonder if since we are tied on Earth, our children are tied in Heaven. Zach was 16, but Brandon looks like the kind of kid he would have really liked. Close

HAPPY HEAVENLY BIRTHDAY, BRANDON!  / Beth Anne (Forever In Our Hearts After Leukemia Support Group )
Laura and Justin...I hope that you feel Brandon at your side, as you are facing his upcoming birthday. I pray that you feel some sort of peace, in knowing that he is amongst other loved angels...just like him.

You, and your precious Brandon, are deep within my heart, thoughts and prayers.

With shared hearts and lots of hugs,

Beth Anne (FIOHAL)

Our Kyle (2/10/88 to 12/7/92)

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Thinking of you on your Brandon's angel day  / Jacob McLeod-Steinmetz (an Angel too )

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Dear Laura and famiy

Thinking of you all as you remember your beautiful Brandon on his angel day

May you have a peaceful day full of love and memories of much happier times

May you feel his love surrounding you always

with Love Jacob's mum

"leukaemia Sux!!" www.caringbridge.org/me/jacob

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Thank you  / Jacob McLeod-Steinmetz (an Angel too )

Dear ^i^ Brandon's Mum

Thank you so much for visiting My Jacob's page and for your lovely message

I'm also sure our boys would be wonderful friends ...My Jacob loved Animals too so they will have lots to talk about ..Jacob's pride and joy was his dog "Bonnie" :-)

Love and hugs to you and your beautiful Angel Brandon

always Jacob's mum

www.caringbridge.org/me/jacob

Leukaemia sux!

 

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thinking of you  / Jacob's Mum McLeod-Steinmetz (member of forever in our hearts after leukaemia )

Dear Laura

I found your Brandon's link today

May you sweet handsome Angel fly high in  Heaven happy healthy and pain free sending Angel kisses down to you and your family

May you feel his love surrounding you always

with Love ^i^ Jacob's mum

<a href="http://www.caringbridge.org/me/jacob">Jacob's page</a>

 

 

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Just a note  / Arilys Nisler (day by day )

Hey Brandon I lost my daughter to cancer on 7/17/08 she was 8 at the time. Ariana was always an old soul very smart, happy and funny. I hope you two can meet I'm sure you have already.

Times family I am so sorry for your loss...I am not sure how we will all wait to reunite with our kids, but somehow someway they send us strengh. I hold on to all of it to just keep going. I just wanted you to know you are being thought of and so is Brandon. God Bless.

Arilys Nana's mom

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I'm so sorry...  / Charlotte Keziah (My son in is heaven with him. )

I am so sorry you lost Brandon...what a sweet boy. I lost mine to cancer too. His name is Sam and he died 2/2/07...he was 4 1/2 yrs old. It just sucks having to live without them...I don't know how we do it. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. I pray for your Peace.

Charlotte

www.caringbridge.org/visit/samkeziah

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Merry Christmas my Beautiful Son  / Laura (Brandon's Mom )
My Dear Brandon, There is not a moment that goes by that I don't think of you. Hey Ya came on the radio today and all I could think about was you and your brother's in Hawaii for your MakeAWish. I never thought that would be out last vacation together. I miss you so much and wonder quite often what it's like for you in heaven. I am trying so hard to get past remembering all of your suffering and think of the good times only.  I love you so much and wish everyday you were here with us.  Give Grandpa a big hug and kiss from all of us and also for yourself. Merry X-mas baby.  Love.............Mom Close

I Love You  / Laura Times (Mom)

My Dear Brandon,

I miss you so much.  Tomorrow marks the 5th anniversary of your relapse.  We were so hopeful that you would do well. Why did we have to lose the battle I will never understand. I just want to hug and kiss you and feel you near me.  I think of you day and night. I can't wait until I'm with you again. Loving you always.....Mom

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Brandon we wish we met you  / Patricia &. Jeff Randrianalijafy (Laura & Edward's friends )
Dear Laura
We moved a  lot each other, and we lost touch with you... for many years we were in search  of you and your family,  we always hoped to meet  you some day  in States or in France...
Finally, we find you in memorial site... we've just heard of your terrible loss of your child and all our family , we  hasten  to offer you and all your family  our sincerest sympathies in your great bereavement.
At such a time it seems in vain to express one's feelings because these are altogether too overwhelming...
This world is a valley of sorrows and you can derive some comfort from the fact that your dearest son, Brandon, is happy in Heaven and he 's still remaining in your heart for ever...
You may derive a tiny grain of solace and strebght by knowing that these are your friends all over the world who share your profoundest feelings of sorrow.
Believe me, all of us here are deeply grived.
We keep all your pictures, Brandon is  a so beautiful boy whith a great smile , hope his smile is remaining shining into your life all days long, at every moment of your life...
We join you in prayers to God to give Brandon a beautiful place in Heaven , and tranquility to his parents, his brothers and his family...
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I Lost My Child Today  / Laura Times (Brandon's Mom )
I lost my child today



Written by Netta Wilson, Cara,s mum

I lost my child today.
People came to weep and cry,
as I just sat and stared, dry eyed.
They struggled to find words to say
to try and make the pain go away.
I walked the floor in disbelief,
I lost my child today.

I lost my child last month.
Most of the people went away,
some still call and some still stay.
I wait to wake up from this dream.
"This can't be real," I want to scream.
Yet everything is locked inside.
God help me, I want to die.
I lost my child last month.

I lost my child last year.
Now people who had came, have gone.
I sit and struggle all day long
to bear the pain so deep inside.
And now my friends just question, "Why?"
"Why does this mother not move on?
Just sits and sings the same old song.
Good heavens, it has been so long."
I lost my child last year.

Time has not moved on for me.
The numbness, it has disappeared.
My eyes have now cried many tears.
I see the look upon your face
"You must move on and leave this place."
Yet I am trapped right here in time,
The song's the same, as is the rhyme.
I lost my child....... TODAY.......


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Miss you baby  / Jennifer Smith
Brandon, 4 years ago you left us to be in heaven.  Everyday, I miss your smile.  I ache knowing that you and Jackson were robbed of a lifetime friendship.  You two had the beginning of something very special.  I find some peace knowing you are watching over him, protecting him.  Thank you for that, sweet boy.  I hope you and your Grandpa had a heck of a reunion! I miss you and I love you so much.  Jackson sends his love too.  I hope you are doing everything you ever wanted up there.  All our love. Close

Grandpa's Celebration of Life  / Laura Times (Brandon's Mom )

My Dear Brandon,

Today was Grandpa's Celebration of Life gathering.  Were you both watching from above?  Soon, we will all be gathering together to celebrate your life.  Oh, how I miss you both.  I'm glad that you now have someone with you in heaven that you new on earth.  You and Grandpa please keep looking over all of us.  Sending both of you my love...Mom

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Is Grandpa with You  / Laura Times (Brandon's Mom )

My Dear Brandon,

Grandpa got his wings today.  I can only imagine how happy you both are to be with each other.  I can't wait until I can see you both again.

Sending you both all my love...Mom

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Thinking of You  / Laura Times (Brandon's Mom )

My Dear Brandon,

The anniversary of your BMT will be February 10th.  The memories of how hopeful we all were and how excited you were to be in a new hospital fill my mind.  They are such bitter sweet memories.  I am struggling to keep it together and carry on today.  I so wish we were able to save your life.  Everyone tried so hard, especially you.  You are my brave strong little boy.  How I wish I could be in heaven with you.  We all miss you so.  Sending all my love to you in heave...Mom

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Brave angel  / Gail Wallace (none)
I was so touched by Brandons story and sorry for your loss.  What a handsome and brave angel Brandon's mom and family have.  It is so hard to understand why children are taken so young, only God can answer that.    My deepest sympathy
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